paint myself in blue and red and black and grey

actually i think that would be a fun self portrait...

sometimes i don't understand why god waits til we get to panic time to provide, maybe so we will keep trusting. i'm thankful that he provides, but i hope it isn't always so stressful, waiting for the moment he bails me out. rent is due next week, but i finally have a job!
hurray for poetic justice. (i hope its not too wrong to delight in that)