the world has turned and left me here

i tried yesterday to post an obligatory "happy thanksgiving" though i don't know why, since i really hate pretty much all holidays. but, alas, blogger would not allow my post. today i sit in what will soon be my bedroom at my parents house, contemplating the magnitude of what i am about to do. i am not even sure it is anything all that special, but on the other hand, it could be considered to be of cosmic proportions. i am moving back into my parents' house. and shortly after, i am flying around the world to go to school in another country. is this a big deal? i can't quite seem to get my brain around it right now to decide. i have so much to do. i spent a month packing before i went to china, and that was only a month. and i was only allowed four outfits. i am certain that in the uk i will not be expected to wear the same clothes everyday, as i was in china. and i will be gone for 3 months this time. how much i have to do...