I just need to admit i want sugar in my tea

well, i've finally removed all the remaining things on my blog made it obviously from blogger, as far as visually. i have enough html code to make it look more like i want. i must say i am actually impressed with my template right now. black is kindof cliche i guess, but i finally found a pic of amon anwar from the movie (aka halifirien) and it took much manipulation to make it work. black is the only color that would have looked remotely good as far as i can tell, so i guess i don't mind the black too much. now i welcome myself to the ranks of people with cool blogs (at least cool-looking; i've yet to come up with something cool to say).

i thought england was a certainty, but now it seems as if the powers that be are not entirely happy with me, and may actually be able to thwart my plans. i kindof think that if i don't go to england next semester, i may stop going to school full time. i just don't have the drive right now to deal with it all. hopefully the "powers" won't read my blog (that word you all hate!) and decide that means i won't have the drive in england. i just feel burned out on lander right now. there is too much that is known to be interesting, and too much unknown in life to be un-frustrating.