As if I could live on words and dreams and a million screams

note about my rant yesterday:
i rarely get really mad. i hate conflict, and when i become upset, i avoid the topic. i may try to explain myself, and peacefully resolve an issue, but if i feel that i won't be listened to, i won't argue it. no point in arguing when whoever you are arguing with won't listen. but the other day, i became very mad. that hasn't happend in a very very long time. so i felt i must get it out. i can ignore it now, and anyone who cares about the topic knows how i feel. no more arguments neccessary. sorry if anyone was offended, but i am always one to make people like me. i try to never offend. if i was not trying very hard to avoid offense, it would be because i was very upset.

on another note, did the coctail thing on tota's blog. never one to be satisfied with one opinion/conclusion, i of course entered every valid combination of my names (which gives pretty good variety since i have 4 of them). no matter what, i got some combination of the following: anger, brilliance, intelligence, self-sufficiency, instinct, empathy, beauty, and pride. no cute stuff i guess for me.

i think i'm going to make some more changes on my page. maybe you'll see them; maybe you won't.


=w= (title of post from "Across The Sea" by weezer)